Remember that girl that I posted about? The one trying to show me up in Japanese II? Well, more shit went down today. I’m turning this into a competition, ferreals. We had a vocab test today and out of all the days, I forgot my textbook. After feeling like shit the entire two hour break period, I went to class slightly prepared for the test. While waiting for class to start, Girl came in and sat next to me so I decided to make friendly conversation with her.

Me: Do you still not have your textbook?
Girl: No, but my friend who has the textbook sent me the vocab words.
Me: Oh, that’s good then. Are you prepared?
Girl: Yeah, I think so. I had my boyfriend study with me.
Me: That’s nice of him.
Girl: So, I have a word stuck in my head. クラシク.
Me: Why classical?
Girl: I was studying with my boyfriend and I kept pronouncing it wrong. I kept saying クラシクル. And my boyfriend just kept laughing at me. He was like, “Ew, why would you put the クル in there? It doesn’t belong there!”
Me: Your boyfriend is Japanese?
Girl: Yeah, or else I wouldn’t be studying with him. He’s so mean. But he teaches me a lot of Japanese so that’s why I’m so good at this class.

GIRL, what are you trying to say? My boyfriend is Japanese too, but you don’t see me gloating about it, shit.

Me: Oh really? My boyfriend is Japanese too. *laughs*
Girl: Yeah, he was born and raised there. You don’t find many Japanese boys born and raised in Japan here in Vegas.
Me: That’s true. 
Girl: But yeah, he teaches me a lot so I’m practically on top of everyone in this class. *laughs*

I am seriously going to knock this girl off of her high fucking pedestal. She needs to learn how to be fucking modest. I’m gonna go up and up on her pretty soon. Let’s see who’s gonna be on top of everyone else by the end of this semester. Shit is getting ridiculous and it’s only the second week. I am serious.

Challenge fucking accepted. And who fucking cares if your boy teaches you a lot. My guy will fucking ouchi gari your ass, or I’ll fucking seoi nage you, bitch. I’m so serious, it’s ridiculous.

Last Thursday, we had to ask a classmate a question in Japanese such as, do you like ______? And what kind of ______ do you like? Sensei paired us up and I was paired with this girl in front of me. She seemed nice and her pronunciation was on par. After introducing ourselves to each other, we went onto asking questions. It went like this:

Me: ディアズさんは、音楽が好きですか。
Girl: はい、私は音楽が大好きです。
Me: ディアズ さんの好きな音楽はどんなですか。
Girl: えと。。。知らない。
Me: そう。。。知らない？*thinking* Am I allowed to put 知らない???*

Then she goes, “Oh, sorry! 知らない means I don’t know. Or I’m not sure.” Really? I know what that means, hoe. Don’t talk down on me like I don’t know what the fuck you’re saying. When it was her turn to ask me questions, she had a hard time pronouncing my last name because she can’t read my katakana.

Girl: How do you say your last name?
Me: RUH-ZAWN.
Girl: *reading my nametag* Ra-ku-zo-so?
Me: *stares at girl* ラゾーンですよ。
Girl: Oh sorry, I can’t distinguish your so from your n.

Does it look like I’m writing my kana in a specific way just so you are able to read it?! You seem like you know what you’re doing, why can’t you read my fucking kana? After, we went to bookwork and she didn’t have one because she didn’t buy one. So we shared. Sensei asked her to read from the book and she did.

Girl: *reading wrong line*
Sensei: Ahh…
Girl: Ahh, 違う。*turns to me* That means, that’s wrong.

Are you fucking kidding me?! Bitch, don’t talk to me. You can assume you’re better than me in Japanese all you like, but don’t show off. I know what the fuck chigau means, hoe. ASDKFJALSDJGASGHLASJRF!!!

Nigguhs be thinking I don’t know shit. Well fuck you! 

It’s the second week of school and I still haven’t adjusted to school life yet. I’m starting the second semester feeling lazy when it comes to classwork, note taking and of course, homework.

I know I should get into work mode asap, but I just can’t. My body still feels like it’s still winter break. I sleep late, I forget homework assignments, I fall asleep during class. I’m suppose to be working my ass off, especially after frying my laptop and buying a new one the next day.

This semester, I will receive better grades than last semester. I will get A’s and B’s. I won’t accept anything lower than that. But I can’t get those grades if I don’t work for them. I can’t pull A+ plus work out of my ass like some people. I have C quality writing for English, my mind doesn’t even function correctly at the sound of Biology, and Japanese II is defeating me with all its conjugations. Semester two is defeating me as of this moment, but I will prevail.

I will succeed this semester. I will, I will, I will. I just need to find the willpower to get my brain to start functioning properly. 

I’m currently reading my English professor’s introduction about herself and she wrote, “Currently, I am working on a photographic documentary called, “Saving Her Warrior: a photographic documentary about homeless teenage moms.” In that one line, I accidentally read “photographic” as… “pornographic”. Whoops. 

What my eyes immediately read shocked me so much that I had to re-read it twice to see if that’s what she really wrote. Obviously, it wasn’t and I’m just a pervert. Heh heh.

10 Secrets
1. I have fallen in love with my best friend… more than once.
2. I admit, I’m obsessed with NR.
3. I check myself out in the mirror before I get into the shower.
4. I like to dance around in my panties after I get out of the shower.
5. The longest I’ve liked someone is three years.
6. I keep telling myself that I’ll stop smoking after I finish my current pack, but I haven’t done so yet.
7. The last time I got high was on January 13, 2011 at night. It was shit because it lasted until 6 pm the following day.
8. My house contains five sets of furniture (couch sets), four dining tables, three fridges, two freezers, five bedrooms, five bathrooms, two living rooms, one loft upstairs and a four car garage. But believe me, my family is nothing close to rich.
9. There’s only a handful of people in my life who I can talk to anything about (not including mom and sisters) and not be awkward.
10. I have attempted to learn Tagalog, Ilocano, Kapampangan, Korean, Finnish, and Spanish. I’ve failed all of them and am continuing to learn Japanese.

9 Loves
1. Mom
2. Three sisters (and Luis and Ivan)
3. Best friends
4. James A. Platt
5. Nishikido Ryo
6. Sushi
7. Music
8. Books
9. Moves

8 Fears
1. Being left alone.
2. Not getting married.
3. Not being able to have kids.
4. Moving away fro my mom and sisters.
5. Not being able to achieve my dreams.
6. Drowning.
7. Demons.
8. Dying alone.

7 Wants
1. MBP.
2. An updated Hermione (my iPod)
3. A better mindset
4. A part time job (kind of)
5. Money
6. My permit and license
7. My Bachelor’s degree in International Languages

6 Places you want to go
1. Japan
2. The pretty places in the Philippines
3. South Korea
4. Hong Kong
5. Australia
6. New York City

5 Foods
1. Sushi (preferably with unagi or tempura)
2. Ramen
3. Pasta
4. Vegetables
5. Fruits

4 Books
1. The Diary of Anne Frank
2. The Other Boleyn Girl
3. Nick and Norah’s Infinite Playlist
4. Perks of Being a Wallflower

3 Films
1. Spirited Away
2. Mr. & Mrs. Smith
3. Anything from Disney Pixar

2 Songs
1. Ordinary
2. El Manana

1 Picture of yourself